A tantalizing start.

I can honestly say I feel alive at this moment,
sitting in my bed, reminiscing past and future to come.
I feel as of there's been weight removed from my sack of rocks i carry with me at all times.
One less problem to deal with, about three million more to go.

I've been a voyager to this life, searching for my piece of sand,
seeking for what makes me happy, obtaining a materialistic life like me all want.
However, if i sit back and take it all in, it's clear all I need to do to be happy is realize how simple life is.
The simple difference between wants and needs we were all taught about in economics class when we were all too young to realize what it really meant.

In reality all I'm here for is to try and achieve my purpose in life--which might be one of many things: to reproduce, to find "happiness" to find love etc.--but this purpose is not so easy to come across, and it changes for every single person, since we all have our own personalities, it only makes sense we are each looking for something a little different to fulfill in life.

Love has always been a top priority for me, but as of recently i've noticed how much I've ventured away from it,
I have been to busy trying to keep my head occupied with happy thoughts that keep me away from the horrible memories I have and all the endless nights I spend feeling as if I lost the most important thing in my life.
I think the right thing for me is to find my way back to my path of happiness, once there, i have to face all the facts, and the troubles and all the challenges that comes with being on the right path.

I'm on my way, and trust me.
This time I won't go down so easily.
Take me for what I am,
I am a warrior, a lion, a challenge for you.
I'll be your happiest dream and your worst nightmare.

I'll be the rest of your life.