Don't Forget.

Why does everyone settle to live in a suburban house, and have 2-3 kids?
I thought everyone had dream, and they worked hard to get them...
It always seems like people find a boyfriend or girlfriend and they just don't wanna keep going.
They throw in the towel, buy a house, have kids and die...
Honestly I think that's the reason I don't want a relationship.
I don't wanna be tied down, or ever feel like I want to settle.
I don't want to be tempted by a female trying to rip away my dreams from my cold dead hands.

I intend on living,
Soon, I will be a partner with the world,
Circulating light throughout the world.
I'm gonna be great,
and finish the journey I started.

Sigue Lluviendo.

Music choice..

Mana-Vivir Sin Aire

Cómo quisiera poder vivir sin aire
Cómo quisiera vivir sin agua
Me encantaría
Querete un poco menos
Cómo quisiera poder vivir sin ti

Pero no puedo siento que muero
Me estoy ahogando sin tu amor

Cómo quisiera poder vivir sin aire
Cómo quisiera calmar mi aflicción
Cómo quisiera poder vivir sin agua
Me encantaría robar tu corazón

Cómo pudiera un pez nadar sin agua
Cómo puidera un ave volar sin alas
Cómo puidera la flor crecer sin tierra
Cómo quisiera porder vivir sin ti

Pero no puedo siento que muero
Me estoy ahogando sin tu amor

Cómo quisiera poder vivir sin aire
Cómo quisiera calmar mi aflicción
Cómo quisiera poder vivir sin agua
Me encantaría robar tu corazón

Cómo quisiera lanzarte al olvido
Cómo quisiera guardarte en un cajón
Cómo quisiera borrarte de un soplido
Me encantaría matar esta canción

...

In other words, I miss you.

Changes

The past, the future.
I hold here, the present and what life has taken me to.
the places i've been the people I've met. I can't really say it's been a tough road, 'cause i mean in all reality I've had it fairly easy, regardless of what i may think. Regardless of how easy I've had it however, I've managed to make some really and i mean REALLY stupid mistakes.

It's time to put an end to this madness, to put my life together, to advance as a person of character and great moral quality. It's time to step down from my high horse and learn from what has happened. I'm ready to fight, i'm ready to be the better man and I'm ready to take on the better world.

Today is the start of a new road, and with the new road comes changes.
My music life has been great dus far and I've met some great people, but again, It's also tossed me and mangled me between it's sharp teeth. Therefore, I'm stepping down from my music life and i'm only gonna let it be a hobby, not my life. From now on, I'm paying more attention to the things that really matter, for instance; the few friends that I have, I can't let them down. More Importantly, my family who have always stuck with me through every dumb stupidfuck shit I've done. Last but not least, my education, it's time to get back on track to make a real life out of what I am. To reach my full potential as a person, to strive to move forward.

I've got my whole life to lead.

A tantalizing start.

I can honestly say I feel alive at this moment,
sitting in my bed, reminiscing past and future to come.
I feel as of there's been weight removed from my sack of rocks i carry with me at all times.
One less problem to deal with, about three million more to go.

I've been a voyager to this life, searching for my piece of sand,
seeking for what makes me happy, obtaining a materialistic life like me all want.
However, if i sit back and take it all in, it's clear all I need to do to be happy is realize how simple life is.
The simple difference between wants and needs we were all taught about in economics class when we were all too young to realize what it really meant.

In reality all I'm here for is to try and achieve my purpose in life--which might be one of many things: to reproduce, to find "happiness" to find love etc.--but this purpose is not so easy to come across, and it changes for every single person, since we all have our own personalities, it only makes sense we are each looking for something a little different to fulfill in life.

Love has always been a top priority for me, but as of recently i've noticed how much I've ventured away from it,
I have been to busy trying to keep my head occupied with happy thoughts that keep me away from the horrible memories I have and all the endless nights I spend feeling as if I lost the most important thing in my life.
I think the right thing for me is to find my way back to my path of happiness, once there, i have to face all the facts, and the troubles and all the challenges that comes with being on the right path.

I'm on my way, and trust me.
This time I won't go down so easily.
Take me for what I am,
I am a warrior, a lion, a challenge for you.
I'll be your happiest dream and your worst nightmare.

I'll be the rest of your life.